It’s started to happen. She is losing her patience with me and blowing up over issues as much as I did. We hardly talk now and I am just so saddened by how things are turning out.

It’s starting to seem as though I can’t turn to ML anymore. ML is definitely frustrated at me and already pushing me towards a marriage counsellor.

I just hate that we have not resolved the matter from Saturday. It was already left stewing overnight and on Sunday we started talking about it, but that was it. It started but nothing came of it. There was no closure to it, it was just left hanging.

I am super clueless about what to do know. I feel like crying or yelling or screaming out but I can’t because I’m stuck in army.