It’s been a while but last night was a long time in a while since we were able to enjoy each other’s company. It seems that with so many things that weighed us both down we weren’t able to try to connect with each other without either of us flaring up.
Maybe it was ML’s advice that helped, maybe it was because I watched a romantic show for the first time in a long while.
I hope that this keeps up and that we can rebuild from here.
How does a car run when its fuel tank is on empty?
Lately, emotions run wild and anger flares cause chaotic explosions. I am running on empty. And my frustrations and her expectations of me still drain me. And then because I can not meet her expectations, she gets drained.
How do people navigate the minefield that is a marriage?
It’s as though there is no win-win situation that can be achieved when a person is down.
I have fallen and the very support structure that is suppose to be in place is crushing me.
We both need to recharge ourselves. We need space. I really don’t like the sound of that.
