Why don’t people say what they mean? If you don’t want something, just say no.

I can’t seem to communicate with her anymore. Miscommunication about things seem to be the norm, it doesn’t help that I’m on a short fuse nowadays.

She has gone back to her parents and I am here as alone as I normally feel. Except this time I really am alone.

ML said I have to talk to her about this and as much as I know it, I don’t know what to do.

I am cold, hungry, lonely, frustrated, lost, unmotivated, and just want to disappear.

Time to crash and burn.