I do not fit into people’s perception…
No one does…

And the more people try to push me in one way, the more I will refuse to budge…

People might say it’s stubbornness or pride…

But considering my history, I’m cautious to do things to suit others…
If it is a big decision I have to choose to do something for myself and not because someone told me to…

I have done that with my parents and it caused me to waste away years of my life…
If you want me to change, don’t push me…