{"id":490,"date":"2014-05-30T12:17:58","date_gmt":"2014-05-30T04:17:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=490"},"modified":"2014-05-30T12:32:05","modified_gmt":"2014-05-30T04:32:05","slug":"100-happy-days","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=490","title":{"rendered":"#100HappyDays"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have been feeling the physiological effects of depression lately.<\/p>\n<p>ML has been keeping a distance from me. In the past when I can just freely text ML about stuff, I just hold back now.<\/p>\n<p>It took me about 2 days before I messaged saying that I needed help because I am just feeling hopeless, helpless and overwhelmed.<\/p>\n<p>I took the next day off from work because I just can&#8217;t get into the mood of working.<\/p>\n<p>The day after when I was on the way back to work, ML texted me about <a href=\"http:\/\/www.100happydays.com\" target=\"_blank\">#100HappyDays<\/a>\u00a0and I felt glad. Firstly, because it was out of the blue, and secondly, it showed concern. I know I am probably a bother which would explain why ML would keep a distance. I try to respect that but it feels sometimes that I lost a friend.<\/p>\n<p>Anyway, upon ML&#8217;s advice, I am trying the #100HappyDays to try to find little things that can help me be happy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been feeling the physiological effects of depression lately. ML has been keeping a distance from me. In the past when I can just freely text ML about stuff, I just hold back now. It took me about 2 days before I messaged saying that I needed help because I am just feeling hopeless, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=490\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">#100HappyDays<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[38],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=490"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":492,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/490\/revisions\/492"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=490"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=490"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=490"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}