{"id":450,"date":"2014-03-03T17:01:41","date_gmt":"2014-03-03T09:01:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=450"},"modified":"2014-03-03T17:01:41","modified_gmt":"2014-03-03T09:01:41","slug":"facade","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=450","title":{"rendered":"Facade"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been about 2 weeks since I have started taking St John&#8217;s Wort. It seems to help. But I can&#8217;t help still feel frustrated with how some things are.<\/p>\n<p>We have started the first session of the marriage counselling. Its going to be long. I really don&#8217;t know how its going to be. She was fairly tolerant with me for about a week, after someone told her that what I was going through is expected from someone who is depressed. But it seems that after the counselling, we have gone back to arguing over everything.<\/p>\n<p>It doesn&#8217;t help that I have an overbearing mother that expects me to do her bidding. regardless of the imposition on me.<\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t been talking to ML much about stuff because I don&#8217;t want to frustrate them. I do feel alone more though and that sucks. I do wish I could talk with ML more but ML is also tired more lately.<\/p>\n<p>I am just glad that I can keep a decent enough facade in the office.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It&#8217;s been about 2 weeks since I have started taking St John&#8217;s Wort. It seems to help. But I can&#8217;t help still feel frustrated with how some things are. We have started the first session of the marriage counselling. Its going to be long. I really don&#8217;t know how its going to be. She was &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=450\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Facade<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":451,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[38,39],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/03\/facade.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/450"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=450"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/450\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":452,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/450\/revisions\/452"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/451"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=450"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=450"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=450"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}