{"id":358,"date":"2014-01-16T18:20:49","date_gmt":"2014-01-16T10:20:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=358"},"modified":"2014-01-16T18:20:49","modified_gmt":"2014-01-16T10:20:49","slug":"observer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=358","title":{"rendered":"Observer"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>We have kind of agreed to see a marriage counsellor. I have mixed feelings because it is letting people into our lives and that when I expose my deepest, darkest secrets I will get judged.<\/p>\n<p>I feel so disgusted with myself for the things that I can think of and do and while I know it is not on the real bad side of it, I wonder how people think and that tears me up. I just can&#8217;t handle that.<\/p>\n<p>To have observers that silently judge.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>We have kind of agreed to see a marriage counsellor. I have mixed feelings because it is letting people into our lives and that when I expose my deepest, darkest secrets I will get judged. I feel so disgusted with myself for the things that I can think of and do and while I know &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=358\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Observer<\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":359,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[38],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/01\/observer.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=358"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":360,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/358\/revisions\/360"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/359"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=358"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=358"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=358"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}