{"id":160,"date":"2013-12-21T13:28:07","date_gmt":"2013-12-21T05:28:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=160"},"modified":"2014-01-01T17:23:48","modified_gmt":"2014-01-01T09:23:48","slug":"season","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/?p=160","title":{"rendered":"Season"},"content":{"rendered":"

This is the first time that I really don’t feel in the mood for the season. I mean it’s Christmas but I feel like crap.<\/p>\n

I’m playing for the Christmas service this year again but somehow it just makes me feel worse. I suppose my faith is being shakened and I really have no idea what foundation I am standing on.<\/p>\n

So many christmas parties or gatherings that somehow I now dread going to. One of which I am hosting.<\/p>\n

If I could call it off I would. Maybe take a break and leave the country for a bit. Although I would have no where to go or even any clue of what to do if I get there.<\/p>\n

Been driving much more lately and I really hate the radio. Sappy christmas songs which now just make me feel that I am all the more out of it – out of season.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

This is the first time that I really don’t feel in the mood for the season. I mean it’s Christmas but I feel like crap. I’m playing for the Christmas service this year again but somehow it just makes me feel worse. I suppose my faith is being shakened and I really have no idea … Continue reading Season<\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":209,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[38,39],"tags":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/12\/season.jpg","_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=160"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":285,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/160\/revisions\/285"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/209"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=160"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=160"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/elijahtan.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=160"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}